23 Feb
I sent him an email. I sent my father an email explaining everything.
It’s five paragraphs basically saying “I want to be normal. Be my dad again please.”
However much I want him to reply, I am about 90% sure he won’t because he’s brilliant like that and he’s a good dad that has definitely tried to make amends with me and my sister constantly throughout the 14 years we’ve had to spend without him.
I don’t know why I bother with him sometimes. I must really fucking want my dad back.
